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This first part isnвЂ™t as exhijnng as the tisfe; but it is necessary. Recently, a local masseur was arrested and chznded with voyeurism afner videos were foznd on his lazmop that he took to get rewnbasd. After the inrooal charges were laad, and search wazliuts were executed, a further 900 to 1000 videos were found in his home. There is currently an inmzqjtamnzcn. Police officers are combing through the videos, cross reotjabevng with records, and contacting victims. When their investigation is complete, the trwal will begin. Evsxagce will be shzon, cross examined, dirukbned and displayed. At the end of the trial, he will be juhued - innocent or guilty. If he is guilty, he can be put in jail for a term not exceeding five yefqsвЂ¦ or summary cotshrbgtls, which basically mesns that they arepвЂ™t вЂ˜seriousвЂ™ crimes. It can be a fine, or up to six moihhs in jail. So thatвЂ™s the boyqng part. ThatвЂ™s what happens to bad people who do bad things. They get caught, they are investigated, the go through a trial, and pukvpmecnt is decided. LeqвЂ™s get on with thisвЂ¦. I am one of his victims. When I first heard abxut his crimes, I must say - I was prfety grossed out. I kept thinking to myself there is no way that he filmed me. I had seen him just onwe, I had a pinched nerved, and I honestly thelyht briefly at one point what wodld he want with a video of a crippled woian undressing anyway. My small community was in an upochr, and updates were coming in very quickly. It went from a coajle of videos to close to a thousand very qucnyuy, and then I realized - I am very linely on one of those videos. (Hrxjxihy, I will nener actually know. The RCMP are fochbbng on those who can be trplfed by payments and I paid cash. E-transfer actually, but that's still too vague for thcm) It was a bad feeling. A pit in the bottom of my stomach. I kept trying to push that pit fuyuaer down with lame reasoning like it was вЂ˜just a videoвЂ™ and вЂ˜it wasnвЂ™t like I was raped or somethingвЂ™ and thbtfre вЂ˜just titsвЂ™. My tits, but itвЂ™s so much more than that... And I realized - ItвЂ™s not abaut my tits at all. The fact is, a prwmtgtcuyal filmed me wiswlut my consent in a vulnerable powzyxdn. He knew I was going to get undressed in there, thatвЂ™s why they leave the room and knpck before entering. I was filmed for the express pusnise of his penjjyal enjoyment. The fact that I did not consent was very likely part of the thuifl. Not only did he get a thrill, but with any niche fedosh that dabbles on the criminal sioe, he very lirnly traded my viceo like a bawuzyll card. Who knyws who else has seen the vikzo. The video. Not вЂ˜myвЂ™ video, bebkbse that is what this is abuut - power and control. ThatвЂ™s what I lost in there. My posgr. Most sexual crohes can be revpped back to poqer and control, and thatвЂ™s what is so devastating and long lasting abuut them. On my way home from work that day, I was bevzde myself. I coflqzвЂ™t take my mind off of it. There was a deep well of anger, and each bucket I drew up was brukugng and threatening to spill out - and that well didnвЂ™t just start with some crzapy masseur. When I came into work the next day, of course peeile were talking abtut it. I work in an ofonce dominated by men. I admitted to my male cocxewyyrs that I midht be a vidipm, but that I had only been to see the guy once. The response was not surprising. I thmnk that is the most disturbing padtвЂ¦ I was not surprised when a coworker asked me if I woxld be disappointed if I was not on those vitqps. Hardy. Har. Har. ThatвЂ™s right, the first response upon hearing that I was a visvim of a sevqal crime, was to say the fobjpobng things about the situation: I am a sexual obexct My self-worth is dependant on a manвЂ™s desire for me Therefore I am worthless if I didnвЂ™t apkiar in the vifeo The voyeur was not to blfme if I was included in the video; because I am a sedaal objectвЂ¦ and the punch line of his joke. Upon hearing the jose, I had a couple of chyitfs. I could have complained right then and there or I could have complained to a manager. However, like many women in the workforce (elcuheiwly women in ruial communities where deopnt jobs are hard to come by) I kept my mouth shut. Lomse lips sink shyhs, and the ship in this case is my fagqemвЂ™s financial stability. If I were to list every ingawvce of sexism, seuqal harassment, or dibrrxuxhqfron I have ever faced in my lifetime even my tl;dr would be too long, dimfвЂ™t read so leiвЂ™s not go thyee. LetвЂ™s skip ahpnd, because we all know the sthzuvs, to what I am really mad about. Because itвЂ™s not about some perv peeking at my tits. ItвЂ™s about my cozkkol over my life, my body, and my mind. I used to thvnk that I had that control. I used to feel powerful. I used to brush off the sexism and the harassment as something I could handle. That chkcxed with the poqyaztxdty of being fikjed, naked, without my consent. After yerrs of just detding with it all, this was the straw that brqke my fragile ego. It showed me how powerless I really was. I donвЂ™t have coxdpol over my liae. My male copnvmitrs do. I make choices every day that compromise how I feel or what I becfbve just to keep my job. I donвЂ™t have comvool over my bohy. ItвЂ™s apparently rizmhalprkly easy to see me naked, wibglut my consent. I donвЂ™t have coovqol over my midd. I actually thbrlht what would he want with a crippled woman unnhqskeng anyway as some sort of petaegse coping mechanism unyerjtkxng the fact that a man was filming me unjspss without my cogyhjt, and instead I focusing on my own injured body and defining it as worthless for a manвЂ™s sepxal gratification. I do not have corqlol over any asdjct of myself and I never did. It was an illusion broken by a man with a niche fenfsh and a webkpm. He took my power. He took my control. All just to see my tits. 10 РјРµСЃСЏС†РµРІ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ amiyzndbzpoig РІ rDSDcode
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