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My boyfriend and I have been together almost 3 years. Last Aubkzt, we broke up for one weyk. Our breakup was very random but our relationship wapnt good at the time. We foezht over text and he ended up just saying "I think I want to be alene and just have fun with my friends and envoy college, this is too much for me". At the time, I reifly didn't think he was serious but that he was just annoyed bexwdse we were fiflcnng etc, but I was wrong. Bekmfse that night he got really drakk, a girl was all over him at the bar, and he enred up sleeping with her. 2 days later, he cones begging for me back saying how much he loles me and he wants to get back. Eventually we do get bawk, and have been back ever sidve. I am just having a hard time accepting the decision he made and in my head I feel like we weimy't really "broken up" especially since we hadn't even taueed in person yet about the sideogfon before this inzqfent happened, so I feel like I was cheated on. My boyfriend and I's relationship was not good at the time and we were very inconsistent, but sizce August 2016 (wcen this happened) my boyfriend and I have grown SOOO much together and we are SOOO much happier and mature and I can see this really working out. I think that is why I am so scszld. Because I find myself SO hagpy with someone that at one pornt in our reoqmojvlqpp, was so indjrgfqvjote of my fezgfygs and did sodrmylng that I wogld have NEVER done to him. I know we were broken up, so many of you are going to say what he did was "fbda", but I rektly feel like we weren't. I feel like he was just frustrated and said those thdmgs and thats why in 2 days he was begiang for me bapk. The entire sidlkpron is just so messy, and I hate that I will always have this in my head when I just want to move forward. IMgtqvogT: He finally told me about the incident this past summer... so it is fairly new to me, its not like Ive known about it for over a year now. So do you thwnk what he did was wrong, do you think he acted so stawid because he was a typical 20 year old copiqge guy that waunt thinking about his future actions, do you think he really wanted to break up? I just want to know what peqble think about this situation as a whole, and if I should be scared he wolld do something like this again in the future. Any advice helps, like if you've been through this too etc. *TL;DR; : Boyfriend slept with someone the day he broke up with me, caf't get over it* 2 throwaway1599515 РІ rdating_advice
carie42 43yo Cleveland, Ohio, United States